Today, nothing much happened.
I was late to school this morning due to my bus being late to pick me up.
The made me go to the other building to get a pass, that was kinda annoying.
I had to then walk from the 100s to the 900s.
The good part about it was I got to miss more of math class, that is always good.

I had to go to this Colleges and Careers seminar type thing today.
That was actually a good thing because I have no idea what I'm doing with this sort of thing.
I at least know what I want to major in.
That's one step in the right direction.
I just filled out a thing on the website that my high school uses for colleges to help narrow the search or something like that. Like, something that my counselor can use to make suggestions about what colleges I should be looking at.
God, this is stressful.
Part of me wants to run far, far away from here. And the other part of me wants to curl up in my bed and stay here forever. Never leaving this house.
They are kinda doing a tug of war type thing.
I keep saying that I could just go to Rutgers or RVCC and commute to school, or at least be able to visit on a daily basis.
Or, I could move to South Carolina. The closest relatives in relationship to there live in Virginia.
I don't really know yet, it's giving my a panic attack just thinking about it.

I'm going to a concert tomorrow night. Thats really exciting.
Going to see Evanescence, which is AMAZING.
I've been listening to them since the sixth or seventh grade. So being able to see them live is like a heart attack on a bun.

Well, I must go and actually do my homework now.. Joys.
I would just not do it, but I've stopped doing that.
Gotta think of college now.

I decided to make a new blog.
Why?
The world may never know.